THIS HORRIBLE SITE.

2009-01-04T03:10:00.000-08:00

2008-12-07T03:29:00.000-08:00

2008-08-22T20:20:00.000-07:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DIDN'T POST FOR 4 BLOODDDEEEYYY DAYYYSSSSS
WANT POST KEEP FALL ASLEEP INFRONT OF COM ==
Don't even know when's my last post.
NEH MIND.

20.08.2008

Also don't know what i do lols.

It was wednesday...

Then what ah ._.

OH YA YA YA

THAT MR JOHNS

Walao eh kan funny bodohs.

After assembly,

need go back class for english lesson mah.

Then Jobella and i went to the toilet,

you know girls like to make hair make uniform,

slow slow 1 mah.

Then hor, return to class,

he asked, "Where did you two go uh?"

i tell him "I stomach pain la cher"

He say, "AH! ANOTHER OLD TRICK~"

I say "cher i really pain"

He say "No you don't lie to me don't argue with me"

"Old tricks new tricks all i know"

"You both think i stupid uh isit"

"next time don't come so late already"

And then he walk away lol.

Assembly about Student councillors,

damn boring lah hor.

Bored until i go lalaland board choo choo train awhile.

Reach choo choo train station liao Mr Hafiz there waiting for me

Walao eh he kick my shoe

den i wake up

He say "Germaine,"

I look at him dam scared sia

he ask me tie up my hair properly

Walao spoil my mood to sleep.

Zzz.

Got training on that day,

didn't go and told ms chong i want to study.

She ji tao call me and scold me bad attitude.

That day went really shag la.

Hais

Morning still take cab to school,

$11 gone _l_

xia suay sia 20.08.08

21.08.08

Jobella de 1st month hor :x

Art lesson,

was doing pasting papers all the way.

I don't want to fail ):

If i get 57 for art like secondary 1 again,

I WILL EAT PEOPLE

Swimming after school.

Teacher say i'm best Diver leh =x

wooooo

After swimming go 201,

play basketball (:

Don't remember liao x.x

22.08.08

Friday, yesterday.

YES THIS 1 I CAN REMEMBER =P

Erm, go school and go class,

whole class shag.

No teacher dam quiet..

Sayjay never come to school D:

First time class so quiet without teacher.

Miss Idzhana come in ask "Why are you all so quiet"

2nd teacher Miss Sieh come in ask "为什么你们这么安静?"

Eugene say "我们安静你不习惯，我们吵你又会骂。你要这么样"

lolx.

Teacher arm chio ==

Really no mood talk yesterday luh

Dying lah.. Keep think of kwl .

After school stay back in class wait for twintwin

release from Ho Lian Shi thing.

1.25pm plus then go out of school,

take bus to 450.

Walk pass 1 group of EVSS ppl.

The one at the last right,

kan handsome bodoh :x

Went to twintwin house,

then rach and job waiting downstair

and hanling went home change.

All came my house and i changed,

go 201 lor.

Eat mac,

rachael went home change.

Only Jobella wear uniform LOL.

Under rain play bball,

Wet dao~

After that go tampines mall,

check out cakes (:

For AHEM'S birthday.

Cookie monster no more siah.

Went all around,

search until search for clothes LOL.

Twin twin keep look at tube dresses :3

At night go back 450,

met Chum hao.

Last time don't want ask for my number,

now ask like siao.

What meaning siol? ._.

I know i last time ugly LOL (:

Twin twin cook pasta for me!

So sweet .

Watch Shrek 2 while eating,

went home at 12.30.

Ask mama to fetch me home,

cos late liao x.x

Okay wanted to post yesterday night,

but fell asleep infront of computer again.

Nothing else liaoooooooooo.

Enjoy the pictures i post later ok :x

Goodbye ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

HAHA! today, mothers day (:

woke up at 9, drew a card for my mommy for mother's day!

and gave her that stupid sunflower LOLSS

went downstairs for breakfast+lunch, curry fish head plus rice.

i ate all the cabbage, cos the fish head curry was really disgusting.

they never take out all the scales one sia. walan eh.

and and, digged out the eyeball the the muscles around it. hoho ~ and i dared my mom if she dares to eat i'll give her all my savings. she didnt in the end =x

HAHAHAHA HAM HAM SO CUTE TODAY.

my baby hamster has grown! ty Lord for taking good care of it :D

its getting cuter and fatter day by day ^^

bought new shirts today, Large, guys de LOLLL sibei dua .

new shorts too :D

ate alot today, must exercise again liao.

hms, while typing this rach messaged me ._.

saying that shaun's mama msg her. she forwarded it to me o.o

so scary, the mama ask us stop pestering shaun to ask him go out cos they going overseas.

im not sure whether its true, but i only asked 2 times. i never even force shaun ._.

parents nowadays, ~.~

end of post! ty Lord for mothers day x3

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

FINALLY IN MY WHOLE LIFE I SMILE WITH TEETH IN A PHOTO.

HAHA! so long never post ard.

sry sry after going out with rach, dam tired lazy post LOL

okay so i'll post about saturday ^^

me and rach very bored nothing to do at home , den decided to go out :DD

HAHA! WE GO TOYS'R'US. sibei funni, see wad plae with wad.

got this ball, bouncy eh. we kip discussing whether wan buy anots.

in the end never buy, cos not worth XDD

den we take the lng long thing kip poking each other's neh and jibye LOL walao laugh until canot stop.

hms still got wad uh..

OHHH we go watch movie :DD tm so many people, so we run to century square watch ^^

we watched Nim's Island, very nice wor. never regret :D

but the thing is.. rach saw something again.

her back hurt after lying on the chair for so long, and she sitted up straight and stretched her back. then suddenly she saw a woman sitting dam politely, wearing chiong-sum and a bun on the head. rach can see it so clearly that she can even describe it.

to make sure, she asked me whether i see any woman infront . i sat up, and saw nobody infront at all ._.

im not scaring you all luh.. things are just happening now and then. k la dun tok about this anymore =x

haha before movie start we rush down to shop'n'save to buy potato chips LOLLLL

walao u see us run confirm very funni.

hms, after the tampines mall fun we went tpcc plae bball :D

HAHA win 1 time lost 1 time. fair fair :D

mothers day next day, went to buy a dua dua sunflower for my mother

walao so funni. one stalk nia LOL

thats all bah, byebye ^^

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-09T20:52:00.001-07:00

OH MY GADDDDD.
DIDNT POST YESTERDAY D: SUCH IDIOT ME! idiot to the max =x
okay so i'll post yesterday's things today before i go out with rach later ^^ 11.53am now! =P

HAHA! IKEA SIAO LOLSSSSS

we went giant,den dam funni. phyllis sit inside the trolley tio pushed around XD

walao she sit inside that egg, den put her hand out sia. sibei ho chio ==

and and we go where take photo until where XD i never put in the funniest one =x but one of the funniest is me and rach LC inside ikea kitchen LOL viewers dun jealous, i still love you

and and i do the tv advertisement LOL mouth open bigbig and very happi that type. machiam sales girl =x

walao we all 4 on the bed, den the leg lidat come out like wad the fcuk sia

another funni 1 LOLSSS

i plae com with my specs put like ahma, inside my phone now, lazy plug in =x

another funni thing, you know at the end of ikea hor, got a shop sell hotdogs and drinks rite?

walao they dam stupid sia, they leave the drink, press press de outside. they onli sell the cup for $1.20 . means can refill all you like ==

so, you know wad we did :D you know 我们以向来很 bastard de ma.. so we take my water bottle and refill LOL!!

hanling so daring siol. she sae "aiya i refill la"

cos all of us scared tio caught =x she take my bottle, ask "you all wan drink wat"

den she jus press on that drink holder and 7-up come out. den we run out of ikea LOL!!!

k la late liao , rach rushin me =xx bye people ^^

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-07T09:03:00.001-07:00

AWWWW never take photo with my phone today D:

saddist sia, no bat ==

today we go red house, den the ladder gone ard, cannot go in.

rach say someone step on the lion de head to go in, den the 2nd day he died ._.

so scary, its like you walk where, the lion still stares at you. temples de lion all face straight, this two face side way de ._.

i look inside the house really dam creepy. very very dark inside sia.

anyways, dun wan go in ard cos scared police case , now exam sia =x

den we go pasir ris park plae at the beach, walao walk the whole road machiam camping sia==

walk past the fields den got one snake slide across phyllis LOL!!

i made one heart shape, stacked with sand dehs :D dam tired, dun wan do ard ==

walao eh paul, COPE-ER. kip cope our snacks =x BUDGET TO THE MAX GUY LOL

tat stupid chiakai, hanling fall down he still looking at his phone, wont even help her up.

walao the scene dam funni sia

saw one map, got 2 ways. walao machiam go hiking

sit at one shelter look like bus stop. people walk past sae we waiting for bus LOL idiot la

we shout back "got bus dun wan take, walk for wat" actually no bus ==

laugh alot today again LOL wtf hanling fall down den chia kai that bitch LOL

CHIA KAI BITCH TO THE MAX

PAUL BUDGET TO THE MAX

HAISSSS GUYS THESE DAYS... HAISSSS

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-06T06:15:00.000-07:00

today whole day at pasir ris park XD. eh no, not really whole day lah. travel singapore machiam tourists XD.

firstly rite, we wan go grey grey hse (haunted de)

den take wrong bus, take till kembangan.

sencondly take 15, go pasir ris interchange XD.

den go white sands, kip thinking where to go .

decided to go red house, den 4 people XD but den in the end oso never go in, go pasir ris park ~.~ walao eh take bus to pasir ris park for wad sia, can walk to downtown east we go take to the beach == HAIII PHYLISSSSS

today laugh alot time :D

thats all bah ^^ buai buai XD

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-05-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

hais. sibei sian. why you say all those to rach and phyllis, den now say is misunderstanding? if you really think its a misunderstanding, please think before telling them what you're actually thinking. i never say is your fault. is you ownself sensitive. you should have your own trust on your own stead. i attitude cos everytime you complain things to them that most of them arent the truth. and you already complained before you ask. you angry nid to vent anger by complaining things behind my back and hurting people's feeling isit? i duno wad i've done wrong to you in my life, but all i did was treat you well with all i had. if you really wan to pull the 4 sistership together, why bother complaining to them about me? why say sorry to me when you've done it without thinking? that time we settle with yunjia. but rach said she dun wanna settle. alright, so we'll leave rachael out of it. you said you want to settle. and you dun bother whether rachael gives you the permission to kan yunjia. i admit that phyllis and i wan to tio yunjia too. but we did scold her. i admit you did scold her too. but the thing is, why say we waste time and made nicolas wait for you, and den you get angry with us? we tried to hug you, tried to cheer you up, yet you push us away and even put my hand away. whats this? you sae wan settle den dulan with us sae we waste time? i duno la, maybe wad you think is this. the thing that i hate the most is that you said that i get close to your boy. Did i? no i didnt. i block him during the match because i dun wan him to pass people the ball and score rite. i can swear to you with my whole life that i didnt get close to him just by blocking him. if i wan get close to him, i can use ways like talking to him, smsing him every single day, or even straight forward say on the phone i like him. im sorry, im not a bitch. this sentence you said really made me hate you. "germaine can hong all the guys that she want, but she can not hong my guy rite". i hong? dun like that la. im not a slut who snatches boyfriend from my sisters. if im that type of girl, i would have snatched chia kai from phyllis, kit guan from rachael, and that temasek guy from jobella. i know the msgs i sent to nicolas made you jealous. but who made him cry first? if you never angry him for such small things, do you think he will come to me? i was just trying to cheer him up for your anger towards him. at that time i ownself have stead, i steal urs for wat? steal for lan? walao eh, dun anyhow sae can bo. i know you said its a misunderstanding, and you also said i know you're a very easy jealous person. but have you ever thought wad kind of a person i am? if you dont, i'll tell you now. im a person that HATES snatching someone's boyfriend and hearing things that people say behind my back. and why everytime do you have to say "THAT GERM" each time you sms or talk to rachael and phyllis? NA GE germ, means wat? am i a stranger to you? if i am, please tell me so. you also said that i said you on which bus to nicolas, like very extra go say for wad. is he ask me la hor, can please get things right before saying all these to hurt ppl? even if im saying you in the blog and scolding you, do you know who is in the wrong that made me so fed up? why say i copy nick's bag? ok fine you said you're kidding with rachael. but why joke with such things? do you think its fun? his material and outer layer of the pockets are totally BROWN. joke with things that arent the truth at all. i admit that i scolded you in the blog was attitude, because you've done something that made me unpleased. you should have known that. and since you do not know, must sae "not happi with me sae right in my face". i replied "right in your face? go down now la". and excuse me, you said i sound like fighting? aint you the one that sound like fighting first? i typing halfway with the sms you say "wad now? never reply? dun pengwei can". eh dun lidat la. is who pengwei? you complain to rachael in the afternoon den at night you say you actually wanted to apologise to me. wad kind of peng wei or jiao wei is this? who's the one peng-ing wei? please la hor, you wan say this type of things you better think before messaging me. if you really mean that "i want the sistership to be strong again" , why complain so much about me behind my back? that time after school , i was walking at the back behind myself. why you say that i emo-ing, keep sms sms? say until so guai lan for wad? wtf is this sia? i do you wad wrong? i gt kill ur mother or wad sibo? and nicolas, is vanessa wan rachael slap her, you dun anyhow scold rachael can bo? rachael is innocent, and she wont anyhow slap her sisters. dun anyhow scold nabei pua cb to a girl when you duno wads happening. zhabor taiji you mai chap in. i noe vanessa your stead and you wan help her, but look who's in the wrong? and this is our sister taiji, nt stead taiji. you gave the examples of paul and rachael. you know examples may be hurtful, right? im not trying to put all the blame on you. but i hope you know what you're really saying to people, and not minding their feelings. theres such things as memories, and bad memories. bad memories are what you said to rachael, reminding her of the things that yunjia had done. you've already complained about me to rach and phyllis. i admit i had too, but did i complain every single time? the most was only 2 or 3. that time i put "ily(:" in my personal msg. i told rachael i liked someone. i was pulling your leg that i wanted to make weilun jealous. yet you said this 3 things that made me cry for more than an hour.
"his feelings already fade for you. why still wan to do all this?"
"he already lost his wallet and handphone, he feel very sian already"
"you got think about how he feel anot?"
do you know these 3 sentences hurt me deeply? do you have to remind me of all this? i've cried till my double eye lid went missing for the whole morning and afternoon. and yet i didnt complain to rach and phyllis, only telling them i cried. small matters about me you complained. in my previous life i japanese you singaporean, now wan do this to me isit?
you told rachael and phyllis all those things. den now you tell them say that they can convince you not to go on saying, and prove you that you are wrong. say den steady sae la, why nid to convince here convince there? you've already said something that you want to say. you wan sae den dun ask people to stop you and prove you you are wrong. please.
i know you've already apologised and said sorry. but do you think that all these that happened will be gone? even if its gone, there's still a mark left on the spot. examples may be examples. but each and every example has a story lying beneath it. and each story said may be very hurting to be reminded of. you may ask for my forgiveness, you may ask for the sistership again, but the thing that i want you to know is, we wont be so close again.

2008-05-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

after school..........................

sentosa so fun! FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE i go palawan beach, the bridge so fun. me and aaron keep shaking the bridge den people dulan LOLLLLLLLL

the merlion purple colour de! haha, we wait for the stupid tramp to go back to the train, but den wait until more than 20 min dam sian, walk back oso faster LOL. while waiting we saw one group, the front person hold a golf bat, got red light on top wan. he asked "wads that" i said olympic torch

walao so funni. laugh till stomach pain. oh lord~ XD

PS: make me laugh and i'll never stop

the sunset at palawan so nice rite :D so sad my phone cant take the main colour of it ): its actually orange! AHHHH :D

the bridge VERY VERY VERY dark LOLS but very fun XD

so nice rite :D we on top of the tower LOLS

the sky dam nice bodoh!

the peacock LOL got one small boy keep chasing it. hai.. poor peacock keep running, confirm pek cek LOL

CHANGI AIRPORT! WOOOOO so fun XD

SISTERS FOREVER!
hahas sorry sorry late post! hoho. so fun at sentosa, finished A LITTLE of my art work there =x the clouds and the sea and the sunset so nice :D unbelievable ! XD

wtf sia the exam paper so hard. fcuking MS MARYANTIEEEEE (maryanty)

my auntie la

put simi lanjiao idiom, den sae wad, "JACK OF ALL...." simi sia

den rach say is put one word nia, i write one fcuking long sentence. question is "It lets someone who isn't brilliant in the 3 but completing all of them."

i wrote "allows men to complete all without being good at any"

one word become one sentence ~.~ NEVER TEACH STILL PUT THERE. IDIOT LA IDIOM IDIOM

YAY today go changi airport with hanling and jobella and phyllis and rach, so fcukin funni bodoh. first time hear small small laugh until so evil. walao you hear liao oso will folo laugh. she laugh, all laugh sia LOL

go sentosa so fun, the cloud look like hamster sia! see see :D

SO CUTE AND REAL! XD

best day of my life, SISTERS FOREVER! hoho :D

.♥HORRIBLESS[1stMAY]

2008-05-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

sometimes, its fun playing with the food you eat

sry sry late post =x was at JB the WHOLEEEE DAY! aiyoh, only got shopping shopping shopping the whole day. i wan eat wad my mother oso buy XD. yay i love mommy (:

buy bag at zink in tm, duno WHO say i copy the stead bag. jibye. i copy? fcuk off la. canot see his bag got BROWN isit? mine all white la fcuker _l_

i shopped one checkered shirt and one cardigon :D also reborned my hair! XD i tie hair go school, nobody know i reborn ~.~

.♥HORRIBLESS [30thAPRIL]

2008-05-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

MINDMAP COMPLETED!

completed my last design too! hohos (: if i get 80 and below, i cry let u see

HAHAHA SHAUN YAP.

nothing much about today, just kept drawing and writing. going jb! hohoho :D

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-29T06:05:00.000-07:00

today draw dehs (:

PEOPLE WHO WANT TO KNOW HOW I LOOK LIKE ON 29TH APRIL:

ONE EYED.

FULL BODY

WITH SPECS

YESSSSSS I FINALLY TAKE PHOTO WITH 2 EYES

JIBYE JOBELLA SLP SO FUNNY LOL

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-26T21:40:00.000-07:00

so style rite :D teacher say is the EMPHASIS LOL.

hms, yesterday didnt post, sorrey D: was on the phone all night long ^^

whole sat in church.. so funni siol, play games. LOL must say a lame joke, if people laugh will be thrown into the pool XD.

i said "you know why is chicken wing called a chicken wing?" den people start laughing already ~.~

and the answer was............ "cos the wing come from the chicken! NOT FUNNY RITE??"

wth den they say its the fact, not a joke LOL.

my fren more funni.. there was green bean and red bean.and they were together for a very very long time.. den one day, red bean wanted to leave green bean. Green bean was very very sad...Then he cried and cried... because they have been together for a very long time. Then green bean cried and cried...and one day, he shrouded. LOL wth she say until very saddist sia. she won leh ~.~ sibeh ho chio sia i laugh until stomach pain

MY HAMSTER SO CUTE RITE :DD so small sia! ta ma de, jelly jelly wan.
awww!

hahas on the phone for the whole night till 5am with aaron x) never get bored, :D

i love my BABY HAMSTER and AARON and LordJesus x3 so cute creations you have created(: i go and paint my room wall again, later post again to show u people :D thats all for today, goodbye!

2008-04-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

maybe this might be the longest post in my blog ba.. im crying now as i type. you know how painful my heart is now... as painful as anything you can think of.. i've been crying for the past 1 hour. you think giving up someone you love is so easy.. its not.. its not at all.. my heart is aching.. tears just cant stop dripping down from my eyes. each time i hear 'this song' that i sang to him while he walk me to the bus stop, i just cant hold back my tears. i really love him.. i really do.. i've been crying every single day ever since the break.. the pain is just unbearable..我的心很痛。。真的很痛。every single paper and card i wrote to him is really from the bottom of my heart.. spent my lesson time doing things for him. i even wrote a notebook.. and passed it to him after my tiring training. the storm was huge.. and i had a long walk from his house back home.. hours and hours under the rain without any money to board the bus. Maybe what you think its just my clumsiness or dumbness of mine to get myself sick under the rain.. but i just want him to stay happy.. why cant everything just stay right.. my heart is hurting. before the patch i cried during my church camps.. cried during every single moment i was alone. when he was back to my side at 31st March 08 at 12am, i was overjoyed with tears. i cant even slp for the whole night.. but now everything is over. you might say why i'll cry for such boy like him.. its because of what i am when i was with him.. everything in my life changed. now that he's gone.. handphone stops ringing.. no visits... no fetching.. no where to go.. no one's shoulder to lie on..everything is just broken in my life.. everything. while he walked me to the bus stop hand in hand, i sang to him "我想就这样牵着你的手不放开" over and over again.. maybe he never take it in heart ba..those words mean alot to me. when he was taking his nap.. i whispered to his ear i promise with my life i would never ever leave him again..and also promised never in my life i would hurt him again. maybe he doesnt know about this.. because all i want to do is to have my promise kept and do what i have to do to let him stay happy and joyful.. i canot stop crying.. the fun we had together when day by day went pass.. every single day his face is always etched in my mind. Guess his heart isnt thinking the same.. everything of his has already faded.. everything. its not easy.. not easy giving up someone. He meant more than a life to me.. just like a sheep, whose shepherd had since young. is gone, even a new shepherd who came in dont know how the sheep that the shepherd had would react.. everthing just changes.. even their lives change. maybe some of you who are reading this now dont know how it feels losing someone you really love. it really hurts.. it really does. i miss the hugs of him.. kisses from him.. every single movement he made.. my heart aches.. i just couldnt hold back my tears upon seeing him. you might see i may be very happy, very joyful on the outside.. its actually as broken as you can think inside. i should apologise again for hurting him last time.. im now saying it sincerely from my heart.. every single letter typed here , is meant to be true. im sorry that i've hurt you.. now i know how it feels.. maybe an apology wont do or cure any mark in ur heart. but something that i want to tell you.. is that you've always been deep down in my heart, kooh weilun. guess i'll carry on with my crying.. end of post.

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

HAHA TODAY LAUGH TILL PERSPIRE
sibei ho chio la. plae badminton sit on chair plae LOL
hit 1 time say A, den plae with jobella till Z. woooo! my badminton skill improve again LOLS
walao not plae till sweat.. is laugh til sweat sia. kip fall down den laugh. stomach pain T_T

today exam okok luh (: first time write chinese compo and situational non-stop LOL. words kip coming out of my mind XD hope will get 30 above! RAH.
DEN MY DICTIONARY SPOIL, CANOT ON LOL. i go to the front of the class, everybody look at me. i tell teacher the dictionary cant on, kip pressing the on/off button with my index finger. whole class laugh ._. funni meh zz. NO DICTIONARY SIA. in the end lend, oso not enough time to copy all the words i needed. hais sian

MY HAMSTER GOT BABYYY! wooo i so happi. but unfortunately 1 died ._.
so cute lah! awwwwwww.
God can create such cute things on earth x) AMEN! :D

thats all for today bahs, i go maple lo! BUAI BUAI. ^^

2008-04-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

JIBYE LA. I POST FINISH LIAO NO INTERNET DEN POST GONE. FCUK SIA
*&^%$#(*&^%$#*&^%# LANJIAO ZZ
CONTINUE POST LA.

today pe do the 'clapping buddha' LOLS whole class die die ard. =xwtf sia this shasha. more and more ghey nowadays LOLS. i help him tie hair today :D aw.. so cute ! HAHA :D upon seeing this picture i start laughing ard T_T.

AND THIS. JIBYE PICTURE. I EDIT NICE NICE HO LIAO DEN THAT WHITE WHITE THING APPEAR ON MY FACE. FCUK BODOH

sneeze when sorethroat . dam pain sia.. buey tahan. pain till gt tears ==

today dam scary la.. rach ask me go toilet with her to change to her uniform. dat time she take photo with her fren got one girl behind, long hair face blur blur. den now i dun dare go bodoh ==

i kip ask her faster sia.. den i look at the cubicles. i look back at the basin de mirror, suddenly got the sound *PONGG* and the mirror shake a little, like someone hit the mirror but nobody there nia . sibei fcuk sia zz. RACHAEL AR NEXT TIME CHANGE FASTER CAN T_T

and to summarize for the day, quite exhausted today. Firstly must forget _ _ _ _ _ _ ler. canot continue like this. he dun even love me liao , cry for him for wat ._. but really heart broken.. hais. takes time bah.

AND SECONDLY, LANJIAO LA YUNJIA. sms dun so guai lan can bo. tok tok nicely la. dun make me go down find u again. make phyllis and rach cry. fck u_l_

thirdly, i love you my friends (: and sha sha too! hahas si bei ho chio.

.♥LIMITS

2008-04-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

jibye la yunjia. you purposely wan disrupt the lives and relationships between paul and rach sibo? wu ji come disrupt mine la. kp so much. sae bo ai ma si obvious wu. sae we wan make friend very fake sibo? wu ji come infront of me sae la. dun hum hum hide behind phone sms sms sae nia. i dare u wu ji sae infront of my bin . tell rach nia for wat? humji sibo? jibye.. i sibei dulan nw. mai diam diam whn i go find u tomoro la hor . or i make ur whole family burn joss stick for u la hor. na bei . you watch out if you make rach cry again.
mai act one innocent infront of paul la.. sibei ling ren vomit . look at your jiao face la.. snatch and back stab. k'nn. ask yingxiu find u u there shout like dog "ask her dun find me please!! i very scared. please please" machiam tio fcuk. you make rach or offend anyone of my sisters wa ho le si pubor _l_ u watch out

.♥HORIBLESS

2008-04-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

hahas, another person who cheered me up, SHASHA (:

i love you too shaun :D and i love you all x)

this was my breakfast + lunch + dinner lols. i eat till lidat (shown above) already full.. shows you how my appetite really suck.

yay met new friend in maple again, AARON TAY ! hahas (: he's nice alright, everyone is nice (:

i love you all! shaun,rachael,vanessa,phyllis,kianhow,lionel, and aaron(tay) :D

PS: i put 'tay' because xiaoliang is oso aaron ._. WTH WHY SO MANY AARON DE $^$%*$@*%*@#*

that aaron in the chat box, duno which aaron lai de LOLS

.♥HAPPINESS

2008-04-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

RACHAEL SER!
ty for telling me those in your blog x)
AND YOU'LL BE SORRY TOMORO FOR SHOWING YOUR WHOLE CLASS THAT PHOTO.
i love you too! but you'll be dead soon =x
i want you to be happy toos, :D and anyway, you cover my eye oso no use.. once you cover i know im there. you distract me i also can look outside of the bus where i am.
nothing can stop this de luhs.. ty for trying to cheer me up anyway (:
sisters LOVE forever! i'll TRY to forget him alright.. it isnt as easy as you think.
lots of things done in this world cant be undone anymore. you must takecare of yourself and study hard too, dun think about that BITCH yunjia :D
she's born to inturrupt our lives! an idiot.
so make sure you smile too, because you're always within the 4 sisters heart (:
hope you will smile more too upon reading this!
remember this sentence, i love you x3

.♥HEARTBROKEN

2008-04-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

now even no mood to study den anyhow draw in class.
i love:
-xiaoliang
-kianhow korkor
-vanessa
-phyllis
-rachael :D
these people tried to cheer me up x) 你们会有好报的！:D

i lost alot of weight ever since he's gone.. more than 4?
eat dun wan eat.. drink oso dun wan drink. vent my sadness on basketball. plae till leg lidat.. aiya i duno la. c'b zzz.

.♥HEARTBROKEN

2008-04-22T19:41:00.000-07:00

big rite ._.
hais never go school today.. fever and cough and sorethroat ):
i want him by my side..
but it will never happen again. sian. dam shag nowadays..
nothing to do in this life of mine without him. without him its totally different..
no mood post le.

.♥HOPELESS

2008-04-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

walk home that time cry.. den slack with korkor cry again ):
i duno i will cry till when.. all my fault , go let him go. den now his feelings fade, 都是我的错。
people ask me why i cry for him. so many guys on this world. why must cry for such person.
its because i love him.. as deep as anything you can think of.
if i never leave him that time, yesterday is our 1 year le.. but now he dun love me anymore.
all my fault all my fault all my fault.

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

so zilian today XD

CRAZY PEOPLE. DUN CARE THEM

vanessa bu yao angry wo =x sry push you till FLY~ LOLS

now both my leg got blisters ._. you cant believe the size ~.~ bigger than 3 thumbs add together.

so pain D:

stupid la yunjia. ai tio den mai tio lidat. humji kia.

vanessa(black version) oso another one. kpkb so much.. wu ji come infront of me scold la. walk till so far. c'b

yay today met 2 new friends, junhao and mingbin :D

funny people. duno whether wan go sch tomoro =P wear slippers! woooooo

i wan forget HIM but cant ): stick till too close le.. heartbroken. hais

.♥HOPELESS

2008-04-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

cannot stop crying.. think let go den just let go mehs ):
my heart already carved his name there sia.. something that canot be erased.
everything in my life changed ever since he left my life .. my phone wont ring that much anymore. there wont be anywhere to go after school.. and each time i pass by bedok resevoir i sure cry ._.
cry every single day.. canot stop . hais. mai post le.

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-20T08:12:00.000-07:00

the merlion so pretty :D

eating maggie now XD whole day never eat sia ._. break record le XD

cry till sibei jialat again today D: ty xiaoliang cheer me up dehs :D

hohoho from dhoby ghaut walk till simi atrium today == den take mrt till city hall :D

we go esplanade wors, den go see the mini-merlion LOL noobs photos with xiaoliang x)

den go through de esplanade that time =x so funny T_T:

i love xiaoliang x)

and i hate YOU. refering to someone else ~.~

.♥HOPELESS

2008-04-19T10:32:00.000-07:00

its the end le ._. i love him so much sia ):
my fault last time never treasure him luh.. now his feelings fade oso my fault.
his coldness towards me make me shag and cry.. now leave me le, i duno how to handle sia.
give him all those notebooks and papers duno for wad..in the end oso mus throw away.
tell him i jealous cos his personal msg all girls he angry me.. walk under rain for 1hour plus from bedok resevoir to 201 only sent me 1 message.. now say no more feeling. no more den no more la.. du lan la. n'b c'b. sibei shag la. mai post ler

2008-04-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

went siao on the bus =x the uncle diao us sia ._. we quarrel with that vanessa blackie today LOL. so funny la rach. scold her so black go find bangala boi . walk out of sch see tio security guard, she say there got 2 LOLLLL rach so cute uh :D
seriously she must put whitening cream la. both her friends so white, den she stand in middle. dam attracting bodoh. take that piglet and balloon walk around.. act cute la. ask for so many guy number.. they run till toa payoh oso mai see ur jiao bin. IDIOT

.♥HORRIBLESS

2008-04-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

As you can see above, the 4 siao kias XD

neoprint so small today uh ._. quarrel with that bloody aunty.

thats wad i dun like about aunties. they TOK TOK TOK TOK TOK TOK TOK rite, in the end oso diam diam. lame shyt this kind. in the end oso owe me money. asshole

.♥HORRIBLESS[taste]

2008-04-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

OH LORD,

this is the WORST ever cooking i ever made.

what you SEE up there is the best and one and only disgusting pornographic picture, which has 3 DAM BLOODY NIPPLES.

this dish is 'tender', 'sweet' and 'edible'

as known as hard to eat, salty, and INEDIBLE ~.~

the sight of it makes you feel like you've just eaten your 1 year supply of food. I rather have my mother breast milk.. i really do.

.♥HORRIBLESS.

2008-04-17T09:13:00.000-07:00

My first and 1 and only bright and lovely post! wee :D

Sibei shag today. Cried for weilun duno how long ._.
thankyou twinnie and nick for making me laugh after my shaggi-ness =x
iloveyou all! (:

sit outside twinnie's house alone waiting for her and nick to come out ._.
wonder hows it going on inside XDDDD

AHEMS. anyway, i really feel lonliness today ._. he hasnt been replying me lately.. unlike last time. He really changed ): sadness abounds in me now.
thats all bah,goodbyes.

signed,HORRIBLESSmonster.