hais. sibei sian. why you say all those to rach and phyllis, den now say is misunderstanding? if you really think its a misunderstanding, please think before telling them what you're actually thinking. i never say is your fault. is you ownself sensitive. you should have your own trust on your own stead. i attitude cos everytime you complain things to them that most of them arent the truth. and you already complained before you ask. you angry nid to vent anger by complaining things behind my back and hurting people's feeling isit? i duno wad i've done wrong to you in my life, but all i did was treat you well with all i had. if you really wan to pull the 4 sistership together, why bother complaining to them about me? why say sorry to me when you've done it without thinking? that time we settle with yunjia. but rach said she dun wanna settle. alright, so we'll leave rachael out of it. you said you want to settle. and you dun bother whether rachael gives you the permission to kan yunjia. i admit that phyllis and i wan to tio yunjia too. but we did scold her. i admit you did scold her too. but the thing is, why say we waste time and made nicolas wait for you, and den you get angry with us? we tried to hug you, tried to cheer you up, yet you push us away and even put my hand away. whats this? you sae wan settle den dulan with us sae we waste time? i duno la, maybe wad you think is this. the thing that i hate the most is that you said that i get close to your boy. Did i? no i didnt. i block him during the match because i dun wan him to pass people the ball and score rite. i can swear to you with my whole life that i didnt get close to him just by blocking him. if i wan get close to him, i can use ways like talking to him, smsing him every single day, or even straight forward say on the phone i like him. im sorry, im not a bitch. this sentence you said really made me hate you. "germaine can hong all the guys that she want, but she can not hong my guy rite". i hong? dun like that la. im not a slut who snatches boyfriend from my sisters. if im that type of girl, i would have snatched chia kai from phyllis, kit guan from rachael, and that temasek guy from jobella. i know the msgs i sent to nicolas made you jealous. but who made him cry first? if you never angry him for such small things, do you think he will come to me? i was just trying to cheer him up for your anger towards him. at that time i ownself have stead, i steal urs for wat? steal for lan? walao eh, dun anyhow sae can bo. i know you said its a misunderstanding, and you also said i know you're a very easy jealous person. but have you ever thought wad kind of a person i am? if you dont, i'll tell you now. im a person that HATES snatching someone's boyfriend and hearing things that people say behind my back. and why everytime do you have to say "THAT GERM" each time you sms or talk to rachael and phyllis? NA GE germ, means wat? am i a stranger to you? if i am, please tell me so. you also said that i said you on which bus to nicolas, like very extra go say for wad. is he ask me la hor, can please get things right before saying all these to hurt ppl? even if im saying you in the blog and scolding you, do you know who is in the wrong that made me so fed up? why say i copy nick's bag? ok fine you said you're kidding with rachael. but why joke with such things? do you think its fun? his material and outer layer of the pockets are totally BROWN. joke with things that arent the truth at all. i admit that i scolded you in the blog was attitude, because you've done something that made me unpleased. you should have known that. and since you do not know, must sae "not happi with me sae right in my face". i replied "right in your face? go down now la". and excuse me, you said i sound like fighting? aint you the one that sound like fighting first? i typing halfway with the sms you say "wad now? never reply? dun pengwei can". eh dun lidat la. is who pengwei? you complain to rachael in the afternoon den at night you say you actually wanted to apologise to me. wad kind of peng wei or jiao wei is this? who's the one peng-ing wei? please la hor, you wan say this type of things you better think before messaging me. if you really mean that "i want the sistership to be strong again" , why complain so much about me behind my back? that time after school , i was walking at the back behind myself. why you say that i emo-ing, keep sms sms? say until so guai lan for wad? wtf is this sia? i do you wad wrong? i gt kill ur mother or wad sibo? and nicolas, is vanessa wan rachael slap her, you dun anyhow scold rachael can bo? rachael is innocent, and she wont anyhow slap her sisters. dun anyhow scold nabei pua cb to a girl when you duno wads happening. zhabor taiji you mai chap in. i noe vanessa your stead and you wan help her, but look who's in the wrong? and this is our sister taiji, nt stead taiji. you gave the examples of paul and rachael. you know examples may be hurtful, right? im not trying to put all the blame on you. but i hope you know what you're really saying to people, and not minding their feelings. theres such things as memories, and bad memories. bad memories are what you said to rachael, reminding her of the things that yunjia had done. you've already complained about me to rach and phyllis. i admit i had too, but did i complain every single time? the most was only 2 or 3. that time i put "ily(:" in my personal msg. i told rachael i liked someone. i was pulling your leg that i wanted to make weilun jealous. yet you said this 3 things that made me cry for more than an hour.
"his feelings already fade for you. why still wan to do all this?"
"he already lost his wallet and handphone, he feel very sian already"
"you got think about how he feel anot?"
do you know these 3 sentences hurt me deeply? do you have to remind me of all this? i've cried till my double eye lid went missing for the whole morning and afternoon. and yet i didnt complain to rach and phyllis, only telling them i cried. small matters about me you complained. in my previous life i japanese you singaporean, now wan do this to me isit?
you told rachael and phyllis all those things. den now you tell them say that they can convince you not to go on saying, and prove you that you are wrong. say den steady sae la, why nid to convince here convince there? you've already said something that you want to say. you wan sae den dun ask people to stop you and prove you you are wrong. please.
i know you've already apologised and said sorry. but do you think that all these that happened will be gone? even if its gone, there's still a mark left on the spot. examples may be examples. but each and every example has a story lying beneath it. and each story said may be very hurting to be reminded of. you may ask for my forgiveness, you may ask for the sistership again, but the thing that i want you to know is, we wont be so close again.